June 19, 2009
June 16, 2009
stressed
i'm in a really bad shape right now that even when little things like accidentally kicking the chair drives me to tears. even as i'm typing this, my fingers are shaking and i am in the brink of crying again.
did you know that stress induces gastric pain? oh yes, they do. and i learned it the hard way.
gosh, i hate being like this. i can't really explain WHY i am being the way i am right now. and this is bad for my work too. i have been pushing my work forward for the past 2 weeks. the truth is, i have so many ideas in my mind for my designs, but the moment i try to put it on designs and codes, everything just went *poof*!
and today, i created like 8 designs and i end up deleting each and every one of it because i hated the end result!
if i were to go with what my heart tells me, i'd book a flight back home to my parents right now. i just wanna go away to a peaceful place where i know people would love and take care of me.
if only i didn't have all these projects going on.. i would've been on the plane already.. :(
did you know that stress induces gastric pain? oh yes, they do. and i learned it the hard way.
gosh, i hate being like this. i can't really explain WHY i am being the way i am right now. and this is bad for my work too. i have been pushing my work forward for the past 2 weeks. the truth is, i have so many ideas in my mind for my designs, but the moment i try to put it on designs and codes, everything just went *poof*!
and today, i created like 8 designs and i end up deleting each and every one of it because i hated the end result!
if i were to go with what my heart tells me, i'd book a flight back home to my parents right now. i just wanna go away to a peaceful place where i know people would love and take care of me.
if only i didn't have all these projects going on.. i would've been on the plane already.. :(
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