I waited for almost a month now. Am still waiting...

Gawd, when will this waiting game end?? I'm so tired of waiting and not knowing what it would be. It seems like the whole universe is teasing me. Even my daily horoscope has been giving me encouraging words that was so "make-believe" that gave me the feelings of, aahhh yes, it's finally coming! But at the end of the day? None. Nothing. Nada.

Today's horoscope is quite the opposite instead.

You may have an argument with a friend or companion today over a silly misunderstanding if you are not careful to pay attention to their moods. They seem to flutter from one emotional extreme to the other and it is hard for you to keep up.

Well, I AM having some sort of cold war with someone right now .. but not to the point of having an argument! Besides, it really doesn't answer my "waiting game".

I need an answer to my waiting. I want it now. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Wahhh.. long time no post in here. :P

Life has gotten pretty busy for me lately that I hardly have time to post in my blogs or do my rounds of blog hopping. I know, I know.. I'm such a bad blogger. But if I had to choose between work ($$$) and blogging, I'd have to choose work, of course. That's what put foods in my mouth and pays for my shopping trip..

But anyho ho ho.. here's my latest project that I just finished working on last week:


This design is for a nice lady who loves things that are related to fairy-tales, magic and stuffs like that. She blogs in a blog called Magic of The Rainbow

As usual, I hope you'll like the design.. because I had so much fun creating them! :D

Hiya! A quick post to show you my latest project. :D

Momster's Cuppie Corner

The Momster's Kitchen

Whaddaya think? I hope you'll like it as much as I enjoyed working on them! :D

About a couple of weeks ago, I accidentally got my finger cut by shattered glass. On the way to IKEA, I noticed that the band aid on my finger looked rather dirty and worn out, so I text my brother (who was at the Curve then) to get me some band aid. We were having lunch at IKEA when I gawked in surprise at the first sight of the band aid he got me.

"Wahhh... why so fancy one? Since when do we have striped band aid? Tigery stripe lagi tu.. macam Datin-Datin!"

"Err.. actually we have fancy band aid for quite some time already. There's other patterns too.."

"But Tiger stripes on my finger? Ishh.. bidanya!"

"OK wat.."

At this point, even Bunny agreed with my brother while he wrapped the band aid around my finger.

How come I've never seen one? All I have at home was the traditional band aid.

.......

And nak dijadikan cerita, Bunny and I went to the pharmacy last Sunday to buy some handwash. And guess what?

I saw a collection of cute band aids!! This was one of my favorite:


Where have I been all these while?? How can I not notice these cuties??!!

Now I can't wait to have my fingers accidentally cut. I wanna wear those!!!!

Yesterday, I flatly denied my brother's offer for tickets to the MTV Asia Award - how crazy is that, denying FREE TICKETS to one of the most happening event in town??! - but yeah, I told him that Bunny and I couldn't make it due to the fact that Bunny had to work on Saturday (the event is today) and I wasn't really keen to attend an award that doesn't include Beyonce or Rihanna. lol

Truth be told, I was in between going and not. Deep down, I wanted to because I knew I deserve such a break from work as I've been working my ass off this week, trying to get my project done a.s.a.p. A night out with my brother and his partner to this event would be something fun. Something fresh. Something to get my mind off work.

I'm currently working on this project

..But on the other hand, I wasn't in the partying mood. There's just so many things running on my mind that I wish I could talk to someone about it. Knowing that I DO NOT actually have *someone* that I could really trust and talk to makes me feel pathetic. And lonely. It's not like I do not have a friend or a best friend. Or a boyfriend. Or a partner. I do. But the thing is, it's really hard for me to tell things, very personal things to others. I probably was born that way, hence I would normally talk to myself on the mirror sometimes.. just to get things out of my mind.

An ex once told me that I have built this "shell" outside me that I got too comfortable staying inside without anyone bothering me. He said that to really "get to me", one would have to break the "shell" and get me out of it. (I wonder if that's true...)

Anyway, I'm having a minor headache right now. I should get some rest and continue working on my design later. Just thinking of the word "WORK" on a weekend makes me sick. :(

UPDATE: Cheh.. it's not MTV Asia Award pulak. It's actually MTV Live Stage. LOL! But still.. according to my brother, it was HAPPENING! :P