right here waiting

I waited for almost a month now. Am still waiting...

Gawd, when will this waiting game end?? I'm so tired of waiting and not knowing what it would be. It seems like the whole universe is teasing me. Even my daily horoscope has been giving me encouraging words that was so "make-believe" that gave me the feelings of, aahhh yes, it's finally coming! But at the end of the day? None. Nothing. Nada.

Today's horoscope is quite the opposite instead.

You may have an argument with a friend or companion today over a silly misunderstanding if you are not careful to pay attention to their moods. They seem to flutter from one emotional extreme to the other and it is hard for you to keep up.

Well, I AM having some sort of cold war with someone right now .. but not to the point of having an argument! Besides, it really doesn't answer my "waiting game".

I need an answer to my waiting. I want it now. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

unwell :(

I hate having very sensitive stomach. Not only I have bad gastric problem, my stomach decides what and which food she likes - and she changes her mind quite often too!

Take for instance, a month ago: I got myself a jar of my favorite peanut butter -I used to watch my favorite shows on TV, eating peanut butter like there's no tomorrow - I sat in front of TV watching CSI, licking peanut butter off the spoons.. and a few minutes later.. BAM! My stomach churned and I ran to the bath and puked my life out! To this day, whenever I see peanut butter, it feels like I've seen a ghost. I get all phobia and sick to my stomach.

And today... I had this terrible stomachache from eating spicy nasi lemak for breakfast. It left me turning and tossing on the bed the whole morning till afternoon. Even the cooling effect of the rain doesn't help much. By noon, I got the strength to stand up and buy my lunch, which is this:


I don't have the appetite to eat heavy lunch such as rice or noodle, hence I end up with this "fried bananas". But guess what? After eating only 5 piece of it, I end up running to the bath again....

Now if you'll excuse me, I'll just lie on the bed and die.

wake me up when september ends

Sorry for the lame title. I actually couldn't think of one because I just got out of bed - masih blur-blur ni. I should be sleeping still right now, if it wasn't for Tess who rang my phone! Eeee! What's with people calling at odd hours, disturbing my precious sleep?!! And the worse part was, I was in the middle of a sweet dream!!!!!!!!

$%$&#@

(5 minutes of silence)

I swear I wanted to tell you something when I started this post, but now... I can't remember what it was. *sigh*

Anyway, I just want to publish my latest blog design that I did for a client/friend. Uhm.. actually not THAT recent - because it's been over 2 weeks since this design went live (and I forgot to announce it. heh) but heck, I still wanna show you (especially YOU, my future child, grandchild, great-grandchild dan semua yang sewaktu dengannya).

Design was made for Sherri of Hair Sugar

I hope you like it! :P

OK.. back to Facebooking. I have a pet to take care of in Pet Society. Muahahaha!